09 December 2008

beraya di perantauan

semalam raya haji.
tp mcm biase, aku beraya kt sni [indonesia]
tp hari tu dah blk raya aidilfitri
tu kali pertama raya kt kampung setelah tiga tahun beraya kt sni..
sedih?
sedih tu memangla sedih..
mase takbir kdg2 tak thn sebak..
semalam aku bangun kul enam setengah
sembahyang raya start pukul tujuh pagi.
khutbah mcm best...
ntah sape bg [budak msia gak yg bg khutbah]
mlm sebelum raya, kitorg bukak pose ramai2 kat aula [surau]
mase tu aku hepi gile
lame tak jumpe juniors n seniors..
mlh budak batch sndri pun lame tak jumpe
yelah, masing2 sibuk dgn urusan masing2..
pagi raya aku tak kne jaga kt hospital..
tp ade membe aku yg kne jaga...
dari 7pg smlm smpai da 2 ptg td lak tuh..
cian kt diaorg...
aku ckp nk jenguk diaorg kt rumah sakit tp aku g tito lak. [suri kwn2]
pg raya kitorg mkn bihun...
pastu dak lelaki sembelih lembu [bkn utk korban, tau]
siap je lapah kitorg msk ramai2 [aku tak tolong... slalu msk2 ni dak2 yg belum klinikal yg buat]
aku tolong mamam je..
hihi....

mlm smlm lak ade mjlis kt LT5 [lecture theater]
ade nasyid budak2 lelaki nyanyi
best!
plg mengancam ade yg main rebana mantap giler.
aku terkesima tgk dia main..
hebat!
ade gak senior yg da nk grad bg ucapan..
tgk diaorg, aku rase mcm2 feeling
sdeh diaorg da nk tingglkn kitorg
tumpang gembira atas keberhasilan diaorg
jeles sbb diaorg da nak abis sdgkn aku satu department pun tak abis2.
isk cemane ni???

minggu dpn nk exam
minggu ni digelar minggu renjatan
kerana semua harus dipelajari dan harus diurus minggu ini!
ni pun br blk dr LB..
dua jam tunggu dokter kt sane...
dia ngh meeting
pastu dia lupe aku ngh tunggu dia, dia g borak2
bile dia nk blk, dia terkejut tgk aku.
dia kate sori dia lupe.
seb baik dah setel urusan aku ngan dia...
mintak sign je pun
huuhu....


bersama ini aku bg korg tgk gbr aku beraya kt sni thn2 lalu
gbr thn ni takde sbb aku nye kamera da ilang..
enjoy


mkn2 pg raye
kwn2 aku ngah msk rendang. huhu
raye kt umah prof
bnyk foods!!!
aku d pagi raye.. hehe

07 December 2008

FiVe ThOuSanD WorDs in fiVe MinuTeS

they said that a picture worth a thousand words

here, i gave u five thousand words [excluding captions].

if u can't finish it in less than five minutes, i'm sure you've got a loose screw in your brain.

huhu




dari kiri ke kanan --> jack, kack, lack, mack, nack, quack, pack


theme--> young executives. haha...



my fav pic!




y on earth did i wore my dad's stuffs?


believe it or not, waktu ni bibir aku mengelupas truk gile [allergy to lipgloss] smpai aku rase malu. so aku pon wat gaya 'ayat2 cinta'. hihi.

05 December 2008

kisah unit gawat darurat [UGD] aka emergency room

hari ni last aku kat pedsos [pediatrik sosial]

seminggu aku dok jaga kat emergency room dan kat poliklinik anak


[kak wani di poliklinik anak]

kat poli best!

br rase mcm dokter btul..
walaupun bkn aku yg dok kt krusi dokter, tp best la kt situ...
huhu.
tringt time kcik2 mase jumpe dokter kt klinik...

kat ER lak,
bnyk dtg dgn berak encer [diare]


ade yg dtg2 mase tgh kejang
and case paling lawak--> ade yg kejang mase mak dia tgh breastfeed anak dia!


alkisahnye begini, aku tgh follow up sorg bby ensem yg sesak [siyes ensem!]
pastu tibe2 dengar org jerit 'doc! doc!'


aku mls nk pndg...
mase tu aku ngah penat plus tensen sbb patient ramai dan residen yg jaga kt ER tu 'gaduh gelisah'
takleh tgk coass duduk langsung! [budak klinikal mcm aku dipanggil koas]
so aku mls nk pndg makcik tu sbb diaorg suke panggil kitorg jerit cmtuh.
sbb bile aku pegi tgk, dia kate IV anak dia tak jln la, dia rase ank dia mcm bertambah demam la, etc.
mcm la emergency sangat.


waktu tuh dlm emergency room aritu ade 13 patient.
sbenarnye sume kne rawat inap tp ward penuh...
knela thn kat ER je...
so pntla aku ngan kwn aku...
mcm2 kne buat...
stress berat aku mlm tuh!


tibe2 kwn aku pun panik.
aku pon toleh la...
tgk2 anak dia tgh kejang!
abis dia geget mak dia punye nipple.
menjerit2 mak dia kesakitan.
mmg la kesian tp dlm ati aku rase mcm klaka... isk jaat eh aku...
tp kalau korg tgk time tuh mmg funny cuz mak dia wat gaye2 aneh..
so ape lg, membe aku cpt2 tlg...
aku lak kne lari g carik diazepam..
mase tuh kul 12 tgh mlm kot...
kat ER tu lak takde diazepam
hampeh tol...
knela aku berlari ke bwh g kat farmasi g amik ubat...
dlm hati aku tensen je sbb aku dah suruh mak dia kompres anak dia.
suhu anak dia da 39 darjah celcius tp dia tanak kompres.
aku bengang ngan mak bapak yg tak dengar ckp nih..
aku ckp baik2 dia wat bodo...
dahle suke panggil aku nurse...
tp sbr je la kan.
siapela aku ni...
last2 suhu ank dia da smpai EMpaT pULUH DUA!


nak menambahkan mlg pd mlm tuh,
mase budak tu br je dimasukkn diazepam melalui lubang anusnya,
tiba2 sorg lagi kejang!
tgk mcm menggigil, tp bile tgk mata dia, aku confirm dia kejang.
aku punyela takut nk bgtau resident tuh..
dia garang bukan main...
dan time tu dia ngah pgg budak yg kejang mule2 tuh..
maka setelah aku menarik nafas dlm, aku ckp kat dokter tuh
'doc, anak yg di sana juga kejang'

dokter tu mengeluh.
bad mood gile dia mlm tuh...
[sejam lalu aku br je kne marah sbb 2 org je coass kat situ. dia nk tiga org.

'kalau tidak ada tiga orang, kalian semua TURUN MINGGU!
saya akan pastikan kamu di bahagian anak sebelas minggu']
turun minggu means tmbh lg sminggu kt bahagian tuh...

spttnye 9 minggu je kat ANAK.

tp kan, dokter grg tuh bagus.
keje mantap
rmai gak parents suka kat dia.
aku pon kagum gk kdg2 dgn dia.
ilmu banyak wooo...
hbt2...
dan dia kat budak2 lembut gile.
'ye syg, sakit ya sayang?' lembut je dia ckp [dokter tu lelaki]
tp bile tgk muke co ass 'ini kenapa ndak bla bla bla, mana bla bla bal, ko ini bla bla bla'
haha...


when u are at da lowest of da rank, what treatment can u expect?

arini kt ward n kat ER sepi je...

kenapa?

sume nk blk sebab esok raye....

siyes nih!

aku gerenti selasa nanti full blk.....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!!!!





30 November 2008

MeMoiRs of LaBuAnG BaJi HoSpiTaL

Last week, me and my 13 friends were assigned to ‘work’ at Labuang Baji hospital.
It took almost an hour ride from my apartment to get there
[Yeah, it’s so far away! I took da time to sleep. So if u ask me how exactly to get there, I don’t know cuz I’ve slept in da cab when I’m on da way to get there and on da way home. huhu]


Sunday
We arrived at 7.oo am.
As I reached da pediatric ward, I saw lots of people gathered at the entrance.
Some were crying…
Some were anxious…
And I saw two of my colleagues standing beside a girl who seems to be 11 years old.
The girl was lying on a bed, with two IV lines connected to her right hand and her left leg.
I began to feel unease.
This seems bad…..
The girl was in hypovolemic shock.
Few minutes went by….
My friends were doing what they were supposed to do, which is giving the girl more and more fluids via her IV.
But unfortunately, she died.
Loud cries stung our ears.
The girl’s mum fell unconscious.
And so starts our day at LB.
I and my friends look at each other.
THIS IS A BAD SIGN….
Our week had begun with the end of a girl.
Oh, what a beginning!


We divided ourselves into two groups. And here’s our schedule
M > Morning 7.oo a.m. – 2.oo p.m.
D > Day 2.oo p.m. – 9.oo p.m.
N > Night 9.oo p.m. – 7.oo a.m.
Kinda 'packed up' rite?


Still, it's a lot better than the other week where i had to stay at da maternity hosptial from saturday 2 p.m. till 2 p.m. da next saturday!!

Monday
Met da witch for da first time.
We were ‘petrified’ in front of her for two hours.
I hear everything but absorb nothing.
She scolded us cuz something we never know we had to do...
As I was da chief, I was called many times as we were so ‘unorganized’.
Yeah, it’s my fault for not knowing what to do…
I should’ve asked my friends who was there last week.
Arghhh…



Tuesday
Nothing much. Patients come n go like in da ‘Touch n Go’ toll line.

my sphygmo was 'crazy' so Mr 'know it all' fix it for me!

see! it's back to normal!


Wednesday
Smallest baby i've ever met wuz sent to the hospital! only six hundred grams!!!!!!!

and to compare with this four kg baby! what a difference!
Anyway, my tutor was da one on duty dat evening!
When he knew I’m his tutee, he asked me to study.
“We will discuss after I ate” he said.
My heart played da original ‘lup dup lup dup’ song so fast that i swear it rhymes with eminem's song!
Owh, I’m SOOO NOT ready!
Yeah, I had been in ‘pediatric’ for six weeks but I felt like I know nothing.
During discussion, he asked me to ask him anything.
[My five friends were also there, following our discussion. It’s not easy to get a chance to discuss with the residents. They were always busy!]
How can I ask when I haven’t study well yet?
I manage to ask something, and then he’ll answered and ask me back.
Thankfully I manage to give some right answers. And when I couldn’t answer, my friends helped me.
There was one time he said '
Don’t embarrass me'
Hehe…
My beloved tutor left me few home works, which I accept with open hands.
It will help me to learn more, right?
That day, my tutor had taught us so much.
He also redirects our diagnosis.


First case
My friend thought it was Dengue Hemorrhagic Fever
[But he ‘forgot’ to check da patient’s lymph nodes]
When the doctor looks at da boy, he palpates it and found few lumps.
He said ‘this is maybe leukimia’ then look at me n my friend ‘find out more about it, ok?’
Oh, more homework!


Second case
I receive a patient who came from other hospital with bronchopneumonia.
When I told him, he didn’t believe it [it’s his nature NOT to believe other people. But it’s kinda good cuz he’s brilliant]
He asked few questions and check da patient carefully.
Then he wrote Asthma Bronchial in da patient’s status.
And even though he didn’t ask me to study the case, I felt a responsibility to learn about it.
Oh, there’s so much I had to find out!


Thursday
Witch was mad cuz we failed to follow up her patients.
We had went to da ward and asked ‘Is there any pediatric patients here?’
Da nurses said ‘yeah, there’s one’
Turns out there were exactly three patients!
Da witch was so mad.
And we were ‘petrified’ again in front of her; standing like a stone and listens to her blabs.

During shifts, we were prohibited to left da ‘wooden table’.
So this is our activities when we were there [when there's no new patient or no complaints from da parents about their kids being sicker or anything else]

Harry was 'sms'ing his cute little 'baby monkey'




esha was drawing beautiful clothes designs while fajrul was playing games on his phones

winnie was sleeping [as usual]

Kak wani listening to her Mp5

and me? pretending to study? haha...

this day Iman was sick... pity her.... but she's fine now. alhamdulillah..


Friday
Before six pm, everything was ok.
At six p.m., 5 patients came!
Every patient must be checked from head to toe and anamneses had to be done [asking questions about da patients’ symptoms and history of medications].

And we had to check every ward at seven p.m.!
[Patients with rich parents were placed at the other building, and they were spread from da first floor till da fourth floor]

It was so hectic!
My shifts ends at 9 but our friends [night shift] came late.
And we stop by to buy some sate as we [me, iman, kak wani and harry] were so hungry.
By da time we want to went home, there was no pete2 [public transport which is a van modified to occupy 12 passengers] to our home.
So we had to take da cab [which was so expensive].
And to add our bad luck, we was stuck in traffic jam.
We reached home at 11.3O p.m.
Owh, I‘m so tired!

Saturday
Witch was angry [again?!?!]
I forgot why she was angry cuz I don’t wanna hear her shrieking voice [maybe I remember, but I don’t wanna write about it]
She said we were liars.
She said ’u guys can talk behind my back. I didn’t meant to find your mistakes but God showed me your mistakes’
Da whole time she talks, I was thinking ‘Say whatever you want, wicked witch. This is da last time we met. Hehe’

Sunday
Though our shift officially ends at 7a.m., we left at eight.
We settle some chores and left some advices for our friends who replaced us.
Hope they don’t get scolded like us!
I reach home at 9a.m., take a bath and went to Wahidin Sudirohusodo Hospital at 2p.m. [it is located in front of my apartment.]
Unluckily, I had to work there at the emergency ward till 9p.m.
Oh, what a day!
Sigh~

29 November 2008

a witch who made me said da word b****


pna tak jumpe sumone yg mcm wicked witch?

yg suke membebel tak tentu pasal?

yg sangat suke mencari kesalahan org lain...

dan asyik ckp org menipu...

minggu ni aku jumpe org yg mcm tu....


dia buat aku jd jahat

sbb aku panggil dia

wicked witch/ nagging old b****/ crazy old virgin
[men teka je dia virgin]

huhu...

dia buat kwn aku jadi sadis

sbb kwn aku kate nk bakar kete dia

and nak bakar dia atas api

sume org benci dia...

kenapa hati dia busuk sangat eh?

knape la tak duk umah je jage cucu[ kalau dia ade cucu, la]

drpd dia dtg tiap2 hari membebel kt kitorg

dia pning..... kitorg laaaaaaaaaagi pning

ade je mende dia ckp kitorg salah....



i neva met anyone so 'blackhearted' like her

she's like a witch.....


she turns the bright sunny day into a damp cold night....

when she walks, dark grey clouds followed her...

when her eyes look deep into us

it left a very painful mark on our heart

when u look at her,

all of ur spirits fell down....

she's our nightmare

she's da one we loathe

she is da one who we did not want to see

she is da one who hate us so much and always nig nag.......

she turns us into a wicked person......

cuz i felt like i wanna choke her and say


"stop talking, u crazy b****!"

astaghfirullahalazim....

kenapa la aku mcm ni.......

sorry wicked witch...

i truly hate u...

and i promise myself...


I'll never ever ever be like u..................