outstation

i'm 'working' at Ibnu Sina hospital this week....
had been staying there since last sunday...
we were given a room with air conditioner, a fridge and a television..
great, rite?
i don't even have any air conditioner in my room...
but da room is like a jail..
no windows...
and everytime i enter dat room i wanna sleep..
haha...
at this hospital, i have more chances to meet internal medicine specialist and interact with them...
it's kinda interesting...
except when i can't answer their questions....
hihi..
i'm kinda distracted of some stuffs now...
i wanna study but i can't...
the room at the hospital is like a sleeping pill....
i shouldn't be like this....
i must study...
i must be an excellent doctor...
it's not dat i'm depressed or something...
in fact, i'm happy now...
cuz there's someone who always take care of me and makes me smile...

dear.... here's for you


but there's also someone who's heart had been broken by me recently...


life is hard...
when we know what we really want in life, making decision is easy..
but we can't make everyone happy with our decision...


introspeksi diri.. itu yang aku perlu lakukan sekarang.....

gara2 telur maulid

Last week, aku dinas kat UGD a.k.a. Unit Gawat Darurat a.k.a. ER
Best! Mcm2 dpt belajar kat situ…
Tp part yg paling best ialah aku leh usha’ dokter2 bedah yg macho dan sangat2 terer.
Kat ER, bile ade je bunyi siren, semua ready untuk terima patient.
Dokter triage akan decide nak masukkn patient tu kt Interna, Neuro, Bedah ataupun etc.
Kadang2 time malas tu kitorg berdoa supaya tu bukan patient Interna.
Ahaks.
Satu hari, jam tujuh setengah pagi, saat mata aku xlarat nak terbuka sebab tido dua jam je mlm sebelumnya, seorang patient masuk dengan keadaan sangat2 lemah.
Dokter triage belum sampai…
Semua nurse kerumun dat guy n cuba buat apa yang mampu.
Diaorg mintak dokter H tolong.
Dokter H ni residen Interna.
Patutnya dia cuma akan buat tindakan setelah dokter triage masukkan patient tu dalam Interna.
Tp memandangkan patient tu gawat, cepat2 dia bagi instruction guyur patient tu…
sampai empat kolf kitorg masukkan cairan kat patient tu!
Pastu baru dia sedar.
Mase dia sedar, wife dia marah dia sebab dia xmo g hospital awal2.
Haru betul.
Lps dia dah agak stabil, aku pun tanye2 dia.
Standard la, bile trime patient, mende paling penting ialah anamnesis.
Dia bgtau aku dia muntah2 sejak kul 1 pagi.
Muntah dia banyak, isi air, takde darah, dan dia juga cirit birit sangat2 banyak.
Sampai lebih sepuluh kali!
Patutla dehidrasi berat bila dah sampai hospital.
Aku tanye dia, makan ape semalam.
Dia kate dia makan telur maulid.
Semalam maulidur rasul, n adat org kat sini masak telur rebus pada hari tu.
Nak tau berapa biji dia makan?
SEMBILAN!
Aku tanye makan ngan ape.
Dia kate makan ngan nasi.
Tp katenye rasenye telur tu xmentah..
Tapi xpernahlah aku dengar orang makan telur rebus sampai sembilan biji.
Dahle patient tu kurus keding… kuat makan gak rupenye….
Nasib baik dokter H ade.
Patient tu hampir kehilangan nyawanya….

Dokter H tu sangat2 rajin…
aku kagum ngan dokter ni sebab dia memang rajin sangat2.
Aku pun lagi malas dari dia… hihi…
Walaupun patient tu selamat, Dokter H kate maybe ginjal dia ade problem…
Sebab dah empat kolf kitorg guyur, dia buang air kecil sikit giler.
Maybe dah kene Acute Kidney Injury ec Dehydration.
Isk isk isk…
Semua gara2 telur maulid……..