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Nobody likes being sick. 

But being sick while your mum is miles away from u is so hard. 

being sick when your best friends work 12 hours a day also hard....

And also when you live with people you are not so close to. 

*sigh

i have never been this sick before this. But i still force myself to do my work. 

I can’t eat. everything makes me wanna puke.

Maybe I'm too sensitive or what. But i kept bursting into tears.

i almost cried while inside a pete2.

That time, i was on my way to check my blood count- ALONE. 

i feel hurt everywhere.............

From my body till my heart. 

It's been two nights my body temperature is so high that i feels like my brain is burning. And my head hurts so much. All i do is cry cry and cry.

let all of this stop.....

pleaseeeee....

18th July 2010, 11.47p.m