you've got a friend

When your down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out my name,
And you know whereever I am
I'll come running, oh yeah baby
To see you again.
Winter, spring , summer, or fall,
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a freind.
If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
And soon I will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out my name and you know where ever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Winter, Spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend?
People can be so cold.
They'll hurt you and desert you.
Well they'll take your soul if you let them.
Oh yeah, but don't you let them.
You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Oh babe, don't you know that,
Winter Spring summer or fall,
Hey now, all you've got to do is call.
Lord, I'll be there, yes I will.
You've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.

and the clock strike 12

i feel like it was yesterday when i come to Makassar, on a journey to gather knowledge and life values and morals, when suddenly i am here --> on my 2nd day of induction and 4 days to go until i'll start working in Malacca. wow, this is big!

people kept telling me that they had been dreaming to be a doctor but they didn't got the chance. but i can see that he/ she enjoys their work so much. so does it matter if u didn't achieve ur dream but u r doing something u like?

intelligent alone can't create a doctor. an orthopaedic surgeon once said 'it is alright if u r stupid. but it is fatal if u have a bad attitude'  

and how can u be a positive person with a good attitude? 

the answer is simple: u must have passion in what u do.. 

insyaALLAH, u'll be a useful person..... amin

just now, a colleague ask our fasilitator, "what if we saw someone on the road, injured due to accident. can we help them? what if the person died on the spot and we were blamed?"

seriously, i found that question intriguing. 

she's worried of being sued rather that saving a human's life?

or maybe she wants to help but was taught at the oversea that the case is not her responsibility..

and the fasilitator said that we work 24 hours. and we have a responsibility. so we must help, lah!

i mean, think logically lah, how can u let a person bleed to death if u can help? i think dat it is more like a MORAL issue..... right?

now the clock has struck to 12, 

and an adventorous new journey begins.......

caught in the camera!!!!!

my bro came when i was dusting shoes, wearing a green jersey and sport shoes in a shoe retail shop. though i only had the chance to work here for a week, i enjoy the work (which is almost like a housework- sweeping, cleaning the glasses, dusting shoes, and the best part (or the most agonizing one?) is to search for shoes based on codes and colours in the huge store!!!!!) 

 oklah, wanna get ready for my induction! gotta be there at 2 pm... wish me luck!

please... (i'm trying to be polite)

i wonder why 'someone' couldn't understand anything that i told him.

hello, i'm using a human language here.....

when i said please don't remind me of my past, dat means stop bothering me cuz u r part of my past. 

please stop reminding me to call you, cuz i won't.

and please get outta my life.

i'm starting a new life now.

i need you to get out of my life!

urrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

saya sayang nenek saya

pagi semalam, aku duduk di samping nenek.....

aku beritahu dia " nenek syikin dah nak pergi kursus induksi selasa ni. dah nak kerja la ni"

nenek tersenyum lebar "nanti kerjala kat melaka. senang nenek nak pergi kat kau" 

nenek senyum lagi. 

tiba- tiba dia menangis.............

"nenek lega kau dah berjaya jadi dokter. dulu mase mak kau kecik atuk kau tinggalkan... tak bagi duit.... " 

kisah lama disebut kembali. jerih perih nenek saat muda, membesarkan anak- anak sendirian....

(ala nenek jangan la nangis lagi..... kalau mcm ni aku rase macam nak menangis jugak... tak macho la kalau nangis....)

bila nak balik ke Mersing, nenek selalu sedih. semalam pun dia dah kurung ayam seekor, nak suruh babah sembelih, nanti boleh la mama masak gulai. tapi mase tu kami dah bersiap nak ke Kuala Lumpur. muka nenek macam kecewa je.... sedih aku tengok nenek.

sekarang nenek ade hypertension, diabetic foot. penat suruh nenek jaga makan, tapi dia selalu tak nak. 

kadang2 nenek nangis lagi.....

"nenek banyak penyakit.... macam2 dah tak boleh makan" 

alaaaa... kesian nenek... sayang nenek....

lat talilat laili tamplum

hye all... 

aku da dapat surat dari kementerian hari khamis. 22hb februari ni mulai induction!!!!!!!!!!!! cepat betul. 

kelam kabut buat surat berhenti kerja sambilan, buat medical check up, cari majistret untuk akuan berkanun, pos surat reply ke JPA... 

paling susah bila nak bagitau alieff (my youngest brother) yang aku lepas ni tak duduk rumah lagi dah. dia tak percaya. sampai pergi tanya mama "betulke kakak nak pergi jauh?"

lepas tu, masa dia online, dia tulis kat wall facebook aku "sedeh nye alieff:'(.... kakak da nak pergi jauh"

sedih sikit la bila baca komen budak manja yang baru tujuh tahun ni.... hikshiks

sekarang ni, placement masih tak tau kat mana lagi!!

agak2nye kan, hospital manelah aku keje nanti ye?

1. HOSP. TUANKU FAUZIAH, KANGAR

2. HOSP. SULTANAH BAHIYAH, ALOR SETAR
3. HOSP. SULTAN ABDUL HALIM, SUNGAI PETANI
4. HOSP. KULIM, KEDAH
5. HOSP. PULAU PINANG
6. HOSP. SEBERANG JAYA
7. HOSP. TAIPING, PERAK
8. HOSP. RAJA PERMAISURI BAINUN, IPOH
9. HOSP. TELUK INTAN
10. HOSP. SERI MANJUNG, PERAK
11. HOSP. KUALA LUMPUR
12. HOSP. TENGKU AMPUAN RAHIMAH, KLANG
13. HOSP. SELAYANG, SELANGOR
14. HOSP. KAJANG, SELANGOR
15. HOSP. SERDANG, SELANGOR
16. HOSP. AMPANG, SELANGOR
17. HOSP. SUNGAI BULOH, SELANGOR
18. HOSP. TUANKU JAAFAR, SEREMBAN
19. HOSP. TUANKU AMPUAN NAJIHAH, KUALA PILAH
20. HOSP. MELAKA
21. HOSP. PAKAR SULTANAH FATIMAH, MUAR
22. HOSP. SULTANAH AMINAH, JOHOR BAHRU
23. HOSP. BATU PAHAT, JOHOR
24. HOSP. SULTAN ISMAIL, JOHOR
25. HOSP. TENGKU AMPUAN AFZAN, KUANTAN
26. HOSP. SULTAN HAJI AHMAD SHAH, TEMERLOH
27. HOSP. SULTANAH NUR ZAHIRAH, KUALA TERENGGANU
28. HOSP. RAJA PEREMPUAN ZAINAB II,KOTA BHARU
29. HOSP. UMUM SARAWAK, KUCHING
30. HOSP. SIBU, SARAWAK
31. HOSP. MIRI, SARAWAK
32. HOSP. QUEEN ELIZABETH, KOTA KINABALU
33. HOSP. TAWAU, SABAH
34. HOSP. DUCHESS OF KENT, SANDAKAN, SABAH
35. PUSAT PERUBATAN UNIV. KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA (PPUKM)
36. PUSAT PERUBATAN UNIV. MALAYA (PPUM)

37. HOSP. UNIV. SAINS MALAYSIA (HUSM)
38. HOSP. PUTRAJAYA

ade 38 hospital yang boleh buat housemanship.... rambang mata nak pilih tempat.. entah mane la kerajaan nak hantar aku nih..... lat talilat je la mane2 tempat. boleh????

p.s. haritu babah cakap kereta pertama nanti belilah myvi... aku tak nak. tapi tengok kereta myvi ni macam chumillah pulak. mencapub betul!!!! 

(amboi... belum kerja dah berangan nak beli kereta?????)

 

hey there...

i was kinda busy last few days. had started working part time in a sports shop. after few weeks filled with excessive sleep, eat and games, i've finally decided to be more proactive. so here i am, being a promoter in one of a famous sports retail shop in Malaysia.

the funny part is, nobody there knows that I am a doctor. in fact, when I apply for the job, i wrote my high school as my education (i'm not lying, i just left a few  blank space. ehe~) i refuse to let them know dat i'm actually a-just-graduated-student-who-will-be-a-doctor soon. then yesterday, i receive an offer letter from SPA (the government) saying dat i had been appointed as a gov officer! i never thought i'll receive it this fast.i thought dat i can collect some money first. ehe~

i still didn't know where and when i'll start working as a House Officer but i had to report in two weeks! dat means only two more weeks of staying home, enjoying mama's cooking, making my  little brother cry and playing games! but most of all, i've been thinking how on earth i can tell my boss that i will quit working there soon. i can't help to feel a little bit guilty.......... but i haven't done anything wrong, have i?

anyway, working in a sports shop is kinda fun! 

love to clean up the rack while admiring those beautiful, branded shoes! LOL

David Archuleta: A Little Too Not Over You

dear someone, this song says everything that i need to tell you. 
I'm just a little too not over you

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

medical doctor interview

one of the most important thing before being a doctor is the INTERVIEW.

many are scared, so they studied day and night for their interview. i am one of them, but i studied "ELLE" magazine a day before the interview, which help nothing for my interview. huhu...

although i live in Mersing, i can't choose any place near home as the interview for Medical Doctor is only held at Putrajaya. perhaps it is not easy to call a doctor who had time to interview us. but dat's just a guess.

so here's how it goes:

Int.1: Introduce yourself

Me: My name is Ainul Rhyshikin Yusoff, i was born on 22nd of July 1987, i study at ... (bla bla bla)

Int. 1: Why did you want to be a doctor?

Me: I like to interact with people and by being a doctor, i get the chance not to only meet people, but also to help sick people. 

Int. 1: How did you see yourself in five years?

Me: i see myself taking OnG specialty. i found OnG is fun and interesting. although it is tiring, but it is all worth it.

Int. 1: Are you aware of the housemanship in Malaysia?

Me: Yes. i have read blogs and asked my seniors about their work. it's ok if they say bad things because i want to be prepared for whatever obstacles i will face.

Int.1: What obstacles did you face in Indonesia

Me: There are some people there dat didn't like us as a Malaysian, but all i can do is just be polite and respect them...

Int.1: What did you think are the quality of a good doctor?

Me: i think the most important quality is how a doctor interact with people. when a patient come to see a doctor the first thing they look is how the doctor greet the patient and how they talk. then, the doctor must be well educated and intelligent. i mean, how can they cure people if hey didn't know the theory, right?

My answers weren't exactly like that. i think i talk a lil bit too much by elaborating. ahaks.

then it was the time for the second interviewer, who's a doctor:

Here's the questions:

Since you are interested in OnG, what did you know about the Maternal Mortality Rate?

What are the MMR rate in Malaysia?

Why does MMR important?

What are the main cause of maternal death?

What are the differences of pre eclampsia and eclampsia?

What causes seizure in eclampsia?

What is the second cause of maternal death?

How did we manage blood loss?

i didn't know all of the answers but i think it went well. hehe..

hope everything is ok. 

amin

gambar ana rafalli pakai tudung

cuba korang tengok gambar ni.

manis kan ana rafalli pakai tudung. 

sweet je...

hmm... korang percaya ke yang pakai tudung tu ana rafalli?

sebenarnye, yang pakai tudung tu, i.ngeh ngeh ngeh...

entah kenapa tiba2 banyak orang cakap muka i mirip ana rafalli. 

entahlah. mase mula2 tengok, terkejut gak.

i rase betul kot ade iras2 sikit. haha...

agak2 ade tak orang nak mintak autograph i? 

nak jugak merase jadi femes. 

menggedik je post ni kan, kan?

err....

sori ye.. 

jangan muntah lak.... =D