22 November 2010

seems like yesterday

you know what???
it seems like yesterday i enter Paediatric department (my first clinical department)
seems like yesterday i make this name tag 
seems like yesterday i was 'stranded' at fatimah's hospital where i cried every day and said to mama dat "i don't want to be a doctor' (those babies are cute but i was so damn tired)
seems like yesterday Balqis gave me this Jack, Kack, Lack, Mack, Nack, Quack and Pack
seems like yesterday i came to Makassar and learn dat this thing is called pete2


seems like yesterday my 'ukui' died because he didn't wanna eat for three months (and i still wonder why)
and it seems like yesterday i wore my scrubs and entered the OT

having 'fun' dissecting corpse...
eating konro bakar like 'flinstones'...

touching snake for the first time in my life...
learning how to help deliver babies... (and doing it too...) i really like OBGYN!!!! wee~
 
lepak2 with my beloved friends...
oh ya.. two weeks at the ER was also unforgettable

how can i forget? those weeks makes me learn how to sleep on tiles!!

 
learning how to wear 'baju bodo'

camwhoring in the changing room....
 'bergelumang' with heavy and thick books (will still do this till i'm blind and too old) ehe~

'melaram' for dinner and colleagues wedding ceremony..

teaching friends how to cook 'roti puree'
 swimming at beautiful beaches (Bira and Samalona)
 and celebrating eids with friends...

i feel excited that i almost become a doctor.
but a piece of my heart didn't want to go home.
i'm gonna miss all of this...
and most of all, i'm gonna miss my dear.
i had to admit, he changes me a lot (in a good way)
and he had helped me so much...
i love him, but i'm afraid the distance will tear us apart...
but if we were destined to be together, insyaALLAH we will meet again right??

oh my...
dec is almost coming...
i am so damn nervous, lah...


*i think i should solat istikharah*
right?

18 November 2010

hydrocephalus baby

i was 'working' at the recovery room last week and i saw a baby crib at the front of the operation theathre.
i was so curious so i take a peek.....
and oh my!

another hydrocephalus baby????
this is like the third case i found here.
but the hospital is the main hospital in South Sulawesi,
so all of weird cases from small villages will be sent here...
btw have you heard about this disease?
what is it????
 hydrocephalus is an excessive accumulation of fluid (cesebrospinal fluid) in the brain.
what cause it????
it may be caused by inherited genetic abnormalities or developmental disorders.
Other possible causes include complications of premature birth such as intraventricular hemorrhage, diseases such as meningitis, tumors, traumatic head injury, or subarachnoid hemorrhage
what are the symptoms???
the most obvious symptom of hydrocephalus is often a rapid increase in head circumference or an unusually large head size.
Other symptoms may include vomiting, sleepiness, irritability, downward deviation of the eyes (also called "sunsetting"), and seizures.

ok, let take a look again at the baby.... (scroll up)
did you see the sunset phenomenon? (the downward eyes)

poor baby...
i hope he will get well soon....
let us all pray for him, okay?

infos taken from here..
feel free to click to learn more about this disease.
ehe~

16 November 2010

raye lagi?

rasa macam nak nanges dengar takbir.....
aik, da lima tahun raya kat sini pon nak sedih- sedih jugak ke???
entahlah...
takde mood nak beraya..
kepala pening urus exam, result and things for graduation...
rasa mcm nak gila je....
thank god there's someone who can make me still sane...
ehe~

p.s. harap2 raya haji ni seceria raya aidilfitiri yang lalu... sangat colourful!!! sukeeeeer


12 November 2010

meet Mr. D's angels

kalau korang tgk gambar ni mesti korg tertanya2.
kenapa ainul pegang hair dryer??
kenapa muka wid macam tu mase tengok ain menulis?
kat mane nih?????????
huhuhuhu....
kami bertiga memang sengal (eh, mereka berdua je. aku masih normal. hihi)

btw, aku pegang hair dryer sebab aku bukak salon. free..... 
pacu= post anesthesia care unit
selama seminggu kat sini,memang banyak kejadian aneh terjadi...
ain dituduh mencuri sebab bukak almari dengan gunting....
 

cube kita tgk ape yg dia nak curi
aik, ubat pon nak curi ke? iskiskisk
kejadian lain, aku ngantuk sangat....
jadi aku tido bwh meja...
tiba2, dokter dtg dan berdiri dpn aku...
punyelah cuak aku...
takut kene tangkap...
huhuhu......
oklah. aku kene stop.
wid da marah...
da pukul 4...
aku nak balik dulu...
babaiiiii

p.s. Mr D is the resident responsible at PACU.. hehe 

wuhuuuu

siklus yg telah dilalui 

siklus sekarang 

tak sangka 'moment' ini datang juga....
lalalala¬
 one more day to go and no more department to enter!!! 
wuhuuuuuu!!!
(tp cardiology and anestesi belum exam. hehe) 
p.s.jangan jakun ye. clerkship cycle kami diatur via internet. hehehe 
sila klik gambar untuk tumbesaran =)