seems like yesterday

you know what???

it seems like yesterday i enter Paediatric department (my first clinical department)

seems like yesterday i make this name tag 

seems like yesterday i was 'stranded' at fatimah's hospital where i cried every day and said to mama dat "i don't want to be a doctor' (those babies are cute but i was so damn tired)

seems like yesterday Balqis gave me this Jack, Kack, Lack, Mack, Nack, Quack and Pack

seems like yesterday i came to Makassar and learn dat this thing is called pete2

seems like yesterday my 'ukui' died because he didn't wanna eat for three months (and i still wonder why)

and it seems like yesterday i wore my scrubs and entered the OT

having 'fun' dissecting corpse...

eating konro bakar like 'flinstones'...

touching snake for the first time in my life...

learning how to help deliver babies... (and doing it too...) i really like OBGYN!!!! wee~

 

lepak2 with my beloved friends...

oh ya.. two weeks at the ER was also unforgettable

how can i forget? those weeks makes me learn how to sleep on tiles!!

 

learning how to wear 'baju bodo'

camwhoring in the changing room....

 'bergelumang' with heavy and thick books (will still do this till i'm blind and too old) ehe~

'melaram' for dinner and colleagues wedding ceremony..

teaching friends how to cook 'roti puree'

 swimming at beautiful beaches (Bira and Samalona)

 and celebrating eids with friends...

i feel excited that i almost become a doctor.

but a piece of my heart didn't want to go home.

i'm gonna miss all of this...

and most of all, i'm gonna miss my dear.

i had to admit, he changes me a lot (in a good way)

and he had helped me so much...

i love him, but i'm afraid the distance will tear us apart...

but if we were destined to be together, insyaALLAH we will meet again right??

oh my...

dec is almost coming...

i am so damn nervous, lah...

*i think i should solat istikharah*

right?