perhaps this is the best thing for both of us

you are so damn wrong to let me day dream too big.

but never mind..

i won't punish u..

cuz u said that u will never be at ease until i punish u.

so why don't i do this : never punish u and let u feel uneasy..

so dat u will always remember me..

like a ghost clinging around you...

u said that u deserve to be hated by me.

but i don't think i want to put more hatred in my life..

so just let me go..

 

cuz you know what?

i am so much happier on my crumpled mattress...

all alone by myself...