you've got a friend

When your down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out my name,
And you know whereever I am
I'll come running, oh yeah baby
To see you again.
Winter, spring , summer, or fall,
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a freind.
If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
And soon I will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out my name and you know where ever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Winter, Spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend?
People can be so cold.
They'll hurt you and desert you.
Well they'll take your soul if you let them.
Oh yeah, but don't you let them.
You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Oh babe, don't you know that,
Winter Spring summer or fall,
Hey now, all you've got to do is call.
Lord, I'll be there, yes I will.
You've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.

and the clock strike 12

i feel like it was yesterday when i come to Makassar, on a journey to gather knowledge and life values and morals, when suddenly i am here --> on my 2nd day of induction and 4 days to go until i'll start working in Malacca. wow, this is big!

people kept telling me that they had been dreaming to be a doctor but they didn't got the chance. but i can see that he/ she enjoys their work so much. so does it matter if u didn't achieve ur dream but u r doing something u like?

intelligent alone can't create a doctor. an orthopaedic surgeon once said 'it is alright if u r stupid. but it is fatal if u have a bad attitude'  

and how can u be a positive person with a good attitude? 

the answer is simple: u must have passion in what u do.. 

insyaALLAH, u'll be a useful person..... amin

just now, a colleague ask our fasilitator, "what if we saw someone on the road, injured due to accident. can we help them? what if the person died on the spot and we were blamed?"

seriously, i found that question intriguing. 

she's worried of being sued rather that saving a human's life?

or maybe she wants to help but was taught at the oversea that the case is not her responsibility..

and the fasilitator said that we work 24 hours. and we have a responsibility. so we must help, lah!

i mean, think logically lah, how can u let a person bleed to death if u can help? i think dat it is more like a MORAL issue..... right?

now the clock has struck to 12, 

and an adventorous new journey begins.......

caught in the camera!!!!!

my bro came when i was dusting shoes, wearing a green jersey and sport shoes in a shoe retail shop. though i only had the chance to work here for a week, i enjoy the work (which is almost like a housework- sweeping, cleaning the glasses, dusting shoes, and the best part (or the most agonizing one?) is to search for shoes based on codes and colours in the huge store!!!!!) 

 oklah, wanna get ready for my induction! gotta be there at 2 pm... wish me luck!

please... (i'm trying to be polite)

i wonder why 'someone' couldn't understand anything that i told him.

hello, i'm using a human language here.....

when i said please don't remind me of my past, dat means stop bothering me cuz u r part of my past. 

please stop reminding me to call you, cuz i won't.

and please get outta my life.

i'm starting a new life now.

i need you to get out of my life!

urrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

saya sayang nenek saya

pagi semalam, aku duduk di samping nenek.....

aku beritahu dia " nenek syikin dah nak pergi kursus induksi selasa ni. dah nak kerja la ni"

nenek tersenyum lebar "nanti kerjala kat melaka. senang nenek nak pergi kat kau" 

nenek senyum lagi. 

tiba- tiba dia menangis.............

"nenek lega kau dah berjaya jadi dokter. dulu mase mak kau kecik atuk kau tinggalkan... tak bagi duit.... " 

kisah lama disebut kembali. jerih perih nenek saat muda, membesarkan anak- anak sendirian....

(ala nenek jangan la nangis lagi..... kalau mcm ni aku rase macam nak menangis jugak... tak macho la kalau nangis....)

bila nak balik ke Mersing, nenek selalu sedih. semalam pun dia dah kurung ayam seekor, nak suruh babah sembelih, nanti boleh la mama masak gulai. tapi mase tu kami dah bersiap nak ke Kuala Lumpur. muka nenek macam kecewa je.... sedih aku tengok nenek.

sekarang nenek ade hypertension, diabetic foot. penat suruh nenek jaga makan, tapi dia selalu tak nak. 

kadang2 nenek nangis lagi.....

"nenek banyak penyakit.... macam2 dah tak boleh makan" 

alaaaa... kesian nenek... sayang nenek....