Love module for dummies (ARHJ part eighteen)

sometimes i wish i have a module that tells me what to do
i am so afraid to hurt you
let alone to make u mad at me.

i just wanna make u madly in love with me.

in my silence, i have thousands words buzzing my mind.
all squeezing and pushing and kicking each other to perform a syllable that you can hear and understand.
but alas,
none avail.

and here i am.
sitting alone.
feeling so hopeless.
undecided.

tangis ini entah untuk apa.
aku juga tidak pasti.

2.13am
28/10/12