a sms that change everything

pagi ni my dad sms me and asked me to read his comment on my blog
it makes me cried so hard
i feel guilty to my parents
actually, i've made the decision to be a doctor myself.
i had to admit it...
but i always made myself thinks that i never wanted to be a doctor..
why?
cuz the reality hurts

i always dream to be a doctor, and opens a bakery shop next to my hospital
yeah, not a clinic
perhaps i dream too big dat i barely set my foot on earth

i feel so guilty to everyone
i don't know what i can say

i don't even know why i become like this

i'm sorry babah and mama

ok, from now on,
i will focus
and i'll never let both of u down

dah....
jangan kacau aku,
aku nak belaja...
esok nnti akan diundi penguji...
just pray i get a good doctor..


i've always told myself

aku harus introspeksi diri aku

i've always wanted to be a successful woman

go away stupid problems!
i hate you
you bring me nothing but trouble...







first thing first,
i need to think positive
ok, ainul....
medicine is not hard
i can always be happy if i become a doctor
doctors are not too busy with their life
doctors can also have a great life

okies?

dah..
gi studi cepat!

i won't online anymore till i exam.
c u again after my exam..
bubye.. n wish me luck!